That Precious One

Once in your life, you will fall for someone who makes you see the butterflies wherever you go. Yeah, it’s called fall in love, and I do fall in love with someone special in my life. A smart boy who has good personality and obviously handsome has stolen my heart at the first sight on February 8th 2012. Every single thing that he does makes me feel so comfortable to be beside him. That boy makes me feel like I’m the only girl in his world. He is such a possessive boy but I do love it a lot unlike mostly girls out there. He always shows his love and he really cares to me. One thing he always says to me is he really trust me. I give my words on him and I would never break his trust, never!

One day I was invited to join a farewell party with my Senior High School mates at Yamato hotel for about three days. Everything was done well already; they had booked the rooms and the travel; and I had been given the permission from my parents to join it. All I should do for the last thing was asking permission from my boyfriend. I soonly reached my phone and tried to call him although I felt a bit doubt to do it. And then... guess what? I thought my feeling was true that he would never permit me to join the farewell party because he worried about me. I tried to convince him that I could take care of myself but he still disapproved me. I was so confused at that time. My heart was beating so fast while I was thinking for lying to him instead. “Should I lie to him?”, I whispered to myself and let my body lie down on the bed.

One the first page of our story the future seems so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil ..., a song lyric titled “Love the Way You Lie” by Rihanna was the song that I had been singing out for seven days after the farewell party ended happily. That song was given to me through a voice note by him. What made me sad was that I just didn’t feel right with all of these. He was mad at me but I couldn’t even say a single word to make it better. I didn’t even imagine that all of these would be so messy. “O My God...! This is the first time I lie to him”. I realized that I finally lost his trust over me. Missing his trust over me was the greatest lost ever in my life, I thought.

The thing that actually happened was right after the farewell party ended, I couldn’t help my self from missing him so much. I wanted to be home and meet him as soon as possible. Finally, we met each other at my house at seven in the evening. I was so happy to be able to meet him soon until he took my phone and got serious engaged with my picture library on my mobile phone. For a second, I didn’t read his face expression and thought nothing’s wrong. After several minutes, I realized that he saw all of my pictures which were taken from the hotel where I joined the farewell party. What made it worst, I had told the second lies to him, saying that I had been sick during those days everytime he called me through the telephone. He left me without any goodbye and any single word. Then I saw the world turned dark immediately.

Seven days were gone and he was still on the same madness. I knew these all were my fault. If only I could go back in time, I would never lie to him but it was impossible for me to do it. So, I ensured myself for asking apologize. Although he said that he had forgiven me, I knew he might not trust me as much as the first time. Now, I know how it feels to be distrusted by someone I really love. I stopped regretting that one and decided to learn from that fault. I swear I will never lie to him again because now I know how precious that trust is, for me, and even for anybody else.

My Dream House

For every human, a house is an important thing to have because it’s a place where you and your family stay in. It protects you from the weather and it brings you to conformity for rest. People have their own beloved house with their own facilities, views, and size. I do have a house but it belongs to my parents. Later, I really hope that I can have my own house and I will take a part in every process of its development in order to make it as same as what I want. I want it looks so big, clean, fresh, white, luxury, and beautiful. One more thing that really important to consider is it must be so comfortable to live in for my little family.

Let me tell you how my dream house will look like. First, I will build it in three hectares land but I won’t take all of it only for the house. I want it has large swimming pools, garden, and also a gazebo. As I told before, I want it looks big, so I choose the white color to paint the wall. I will put some big glasses, it must be three big glasses (in front of the house, in the left, and in the right side of the house) so that I can see the outside view from my house. On the first floor, there will be three very big rooms; one for the guest room; one for working room; and the other one is for my husband and I, of course, complete with large white toilet, LCD TV, and other modern furniture in every room. Outside the room in the first floor, I let it empty because it will be so useful whether for children’ playing ground or for making some meeting with my big family. On the second floor, there will be three very big rooms too with their own luxurious facilities, such as: LCD TV 78”, modern toilet, big glass closet and other specific furniture that my children need. One of those rooms will be used for holy room for praying.

On the left side outside my house, there is a swimming pool special for children. On the right side, there will be a flower garden that will beautify the view of my house. I will plant some kinds of roses, tulips, and orchids. It must be so colorful and I’m pretty sure that my children will love it so much. Between the swimming pool and flower garden, there will be a path toward the gazebo and it will be surrounded by fish pool. In front of the gazebo, there will be a clean and green garden which is special for garden party. There are two swings, a see-saw, and one big ceramic table in the garden. I imagine when I held a garden party or barbeque, the older of my family will prepare the food, grill the meat, while the children could play in the swings or see-saw. Such a perfect moment isn’t it? Then, the garage will be in the front of the garden itself. I make the large one, so it can be filled with six or seven luxurious cars that my family will have.

On the back side of my house, there will be a modern kitchen. A large swimming pool which is specially made for the elder is on the right side of the kitchen. Then, there will be two other big buildings apart from the house on the back yard. This building is used for any activities which my family member really love to do. One big rooms in that building is for room theater; the other one is for music studio; and the rest is for multifunctional room. Next to this building, there is a building which is built for my baby sister and the gardener.

Well, that’s all about my dream house and one day, I must make it true. My dream house will be mine. I will live happily ever after with my small family in such a big, white, modern, clean, fresh, luxury, and beautiful house.

My Special One

Have you ever wished to have someone who can change your life? Sometimes in life, you find a special person; someone who can brighten your day when your world turned dark; someone who can get you through the hard time in your life; someone who always be in your side however you are; and will always catch you whenever you fall. This ‘someone’ is widely known by a ‘friend’. I think that I’m so lucky because I do have a friend like that even before I wish for it. We had been friend since we were young. That’s why we knew each other very well. So we were passing a long time together. But now, we are not friend anymore, we are BEST FRIEND! For me, a best friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in me even when I am fooling everyone else. A best friend is the one who will guide me whenever I lose my way. She’s a perfect girl in my eye. She has three things that every girl should have, those are brain, beauty, and behavior.

Let me tell you how my best friend really looks like. She is such a smart girl who has a lot of  achievements. That’s why she gets a scholarship in her collage. From this point, this smart girl has taught me to be a diligent person in order to reach all of my dreams, to  learn as much as I could in this precious life, and also it’s a great of importance for a girl for having such a brilliant brain which has wide knowledge.

She’s one of the most beautiful creature that God ever made. Her beauty makes her so confident in doing everything perfectly. With her beauty, she can grab everyone’s attention easily. That beauty has some benefits for both inside and outside classroom. For example, she can grab all of her classmates’ attention to focus on her explanation when she does the presentation. Outside classroom, she attracted people to be her friend, so she has so many relation and connection through those friendship. It will help her in any kinds of situation which needs someone’s help. “One thing that really important in this case is the beauty from inside of your heart”, she told me that while pointing my heart. I can conclude that it’s good to look beautiful but it’s really great to have the inside beauty as well.

Besides, she knows exactly how to behave. I do love her behavior and personality which cause her being loved by everyone around her. As a teenager, she looks more mature than she should be and that’s why I believe that age doesn’t reflect someone’s maturity. She is calm, patient, and polite too which makes everyone feel comfortable beside her. I used to talk to her about my problem and she always gives me the best solution to solve the problem that I face. One thing that is really touching me is that she knows exactly my feelings even when I’m trying to hide it. For example, when I had a fight with my boyfriend. I tried to hide the pain inside my heart. She asked me, “what’s wrong with you, darl?”. I told that I was okay but she knew that I was not. Moreover, she never gets mad for the thing that goes wrong or running unplanned. I think she has a high grade of patience. This  patient girl really likes reading motivation books and she also likes to  be involved in student organization. Although she’s so busy with all of her duties as a student in Math Education Department and as a member in a student organization, she can manage her time very well.  Such a perfect girl, isn’t she?

Well, Our friendship has kept on growing and we'll be here for each other to the end. We will never forget the fun we’ve had. Laughing until our face turned blue; and also for the things we’re through in, for both the hard time and fun time that we will never forget. Thank you for being my best, my sister, and also for being my closest cousin. Thank you for listening me when I have a problem and help dry my tears on my face and thank you for being a good model for me. I had learn so many things from her. She is the one who can change my life. I can be a better person just by listening her golden advice and through the things that she usually does. I wish that she knows how grateful I am to have her in my side.

Everything changes and nothing stays the same. But as we grow up, one thing does remain that I was with you before and will be until the end and nothing could ever replace you, my best friend, Ika Astri Utami.