That Precious One

Once in your life, you will fall for someone who makes you see the butterflies wherever you go. Yeah, it’s called fall in love, and I do fall in love with someone special in my life. A smart boy who has good personality and obviously handsome has stolen my heart at the first sight on February 8th 2012. Every single thing that he does makes me feel so comfortable to be beside him. That boy makes me feel like I’m the only girl in his world. He is such a possessive boy but I do love it a lot unlike mostly girls out there. He always shows his love and he really cares to me. One thing he always says to me is he really trust me. I give my words on him and I would never break his trust, never!

One day I was invited to join a farewell party with my Senior High School mates at Yamato hotel for about three days. Everything was done well already; they had booked the rooms and the travel; and I had been given the permission from my parents to join it. All I should do for the last thing was asking permission from my boyfriend. I soonly reached my phone and tried to call him although I felt a bit doubt to do it. And then... guess what? I thought my feeling was true that he would never permit me to join the farewell party because he worried about me. I tried to convince him that I could take care of myself but he still disapproved me. I was so confused at that time. My heart was beating so fast while I was thinking for lying to him instead. “Should I lie to him?”, I whispered to myself and let my body lie down on the bed.

One the first page of our story the future seems so bright. Then this thing turned out so evil ..., a song lyric titled “Love the Way You Lie” by Rihanna was the song that I had been singing out for seven days after the farewell party ended happily. That song was given to me through a voice note by him. What made me sad was that I just didn’t feel right with all of these. He was mad at me but I couldn’t even say a single word to make it better. I didn’t even imagine that all of these would be so messy. “O My God...! This is the first time I lie to him”. I realized that I finally lost his trust over me. Missing his trust over me was the greatest lost ever in my life, I thought.

The thing that actually happened was right after the farewell party ended, I couldn’t help my self from missing him so much. I wanted to be home and meet him as soon as possible. Finally, we met each other at my house at seven in the evening. I was so happy to be able to meet him soon until he took my phone and got serious engaged with my picture library on my mobile phone. For a second, I didn’t read his face expression and thought nothing’s wrong. After several minutes, I realized that he saw all of my pictures which were taken from the hotel where I joined the farewell party. What made it worst, I had told the second lies to him, saying that I had been sick during those days everytime he called me through the telephone. He left me without any goodbye and any single word. Then I saw the world turned dark immediately.

Seven days were gone and he was still on the same madness. I knew these all were my fault. If only I could go back in time, I would never lie to him but it was impossible for me to do it. So, I ensured myself for asking apologize. Although he said that he had forgiven me, I knew he might not trust me as much as the first time. Now, I know how it feels to be distrusted by someone I really love. I stopped regretting that one and decided to learn from that fault. I swear I will never lie to him again because now I know how precious that trust is, for me, and even for anybody else.